This is real, this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
frendz? yesplz.
frendz? yesplz.
Ps, Robert Pattinsons voice/musical ability is pretty incredible. I'm slightly taken aback..
You guys, I am sooo so happy. :)
Gonna take a mini hiatus from lj though. Will try to read, and be back pretty soon.
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Gonna take a mini hiatus from lj though. Will try to read, and be back pretty soon.
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This post is in regards to my previous post about ex-boyfriend and the hassle he was causing with the calls, texts, breaking my car etcetc. I hadn't heard from him in ages and as far as I was aware the police had warned him and that was that. At least that's what the police told me they'd be doing. I made it explicitly clear that if any further action was going to be taken I'd be withdrawing my statement and all charges, because that's not what he needs. He just needs a little bit of head help or something. He's such a lovely guy, he just has a lot of issues which he can't deal with himself and as a result has turned in to a nutcase. Anyway, I heard nothing for the past two weeks then get a call from the police today telling me he was arrested last night and held in the cells then taken to the sherif court this morning. Is that a fucking warning? No I don't think so. I can't believe they'd do that. I'm so fucking raging, and really upset. That's rich coming from me, he's the one who's been in the cells.
The point is that I know he's done stupid stuff, I know I've been through a lot of shit over it and it's messed with my head but I'm not exactly innocent myself and I even fucking told them this. I knew that all it would take was a warning and I'm so mad that it had to go this far. And although I'm sensible enough to know he was wrong and messed up and that I don't want to be with him I still love him to death, like properly care about him so much and it's making me feel sick thinking he's been in court over this. Ugh. Raging. Don't even know what to do. Or what to say. Ill. :(
The point is that I know he's done stupid stuff, I know I've been through a lot of shit over it and it's messed with my head but I'm not exactly innocent myself and I even fucking told them this. I knew that all it would take was a warning and I'm so mad that it had to go this far. And although I'm sensible enough to know he was wrong and messed up and that I don't want to be with him I still love him to death, like properly care about him so much and it's making me feel sick thinking he's been in court over this. Ugh. Raging. Don't even know what to do. Or what to say. Ill. :(
